this is the first year that I am not going back to school for studying after 17 years of studying and it feels sooo wiered..I still work at university but seeing all the students make me depressed...I feel like I am wasting my time which I know logically thats not true but I can't help myself..I nearly cried today...but have to be optimistic and hope for the best...please god ...help me...direct me and show me the path to salvation:)